nice holidays

Merry X-mas everyone!!!

I must say, I got a little bit grinchy in the morning.. it could have been the cold.

Everyone received presents and enjoy them. I have my books that I'll start reading tomorrow during my trip to the mountains. Finally that short trip is coming, along with the cold.

I'll miss Mona, she'd have to stay

I hope everybody is ending the year as expected :)

dinastia astrologica y efimera

Hay palabras que tienen sombra de árbol

Otras que tienen atmósfera de astros

Hay vocablos que tienen fuego de rayos

Y que incendian donde caen

Otros que se congelan en la lengua y se rompen al salir

Como esos cristales alados fatídicos

Hay palabras con imanes que atraen los tesoros del abismo

Otras que descargan como vagones sobre el alma

Altazor desconfía de las palabras

Desconfía del ardid ceremonioso

Y de la poesía

Trampas

Trampas de luz y cascadas lujosas

Trampas de perla y de lámpara acuática

Anda como los ciegos con sus ojos de piedra

Presintiendo el abismo a todo paso

from Altazor

love, love, love

I don't know, in the past few weeks, I've received a lot of info that I still need to process. Nothing bad, just too much. I feel influenced, as well, by the end of the year and the sensation of completion and the end of a cicle and stuff like that. I believe, that, as a consequence, I feel so pro-active and wishing to do a lot of things and once but at the same time to enjoy the process.

I want to knit because I find it relaxing and I love to feel that I'm creating something. I want to make plans and conspire against the world and use my creativity, my imagination. I want another tattoo without thinking too much because sometimes I overthink and paralize, therefore no results.

I want to go shopping and buy the boots that for an unknown reason I refused to buy a couple of years ago but now I truly want. I want to go to the mountains and read. Lay next to le bf and share more moments.

Read and read and read, and live someone else's life, just for a page and be on someone else's shoes and see the world with someone else's eyes and watch some football.

X-mas in the air!

Finally holidays and more time to spend with my blog.

I feel so guilty when I abandon it in such a way but I feel guilty as well if I post instead of doing what I should. Anyways, I'm not entirely free, I have some pages to write but defentely, I'll be less busy so December is perfect for blogging, I hope.

December news:

My big exam is done,

No more waking up at 5am

No more busy boyfriend (with exams and papers)

A recently bathed dog waiting to get dirty again

December goals:

the revival of this blog

have a good time

read a lot

do not die frozen (Mexico City shouldn't get any colder)

I love December and above all X-mas lights everywhere... including my house. Decorations started since last week but this weekend is Tree-time. I love hot chocolate and ponche and desserts. Can't wait for more!!

revival

I hope your Halloween didn't end up like this

I had so much fun, that's why I love October

is it possible?

...could it be?

I don't know but suddenly I received many e-mails full

with news related to my future and my plans.. could it be that things are taking the appropriate form?

All I needed was to calm down and let things flow?

I'm feeling nervous and excited, all at the same time.

Well, I'd wait and see and won't stress out that much :)

Tomorrow, I'll track down the city searching for needles. I can't believe I didn't find them easily.

I need hats, things are getting colder in here

time to decide

It might sound silly but sometimes I hate to take decisions and I no longer want to go to the music festival because I'll have to choose between Moby and The Rapture as they are playing at the same hour.

I know Moby comes regularly to my country and I could listen to him another time but he has songs I love and the boyfriend wants to listen to him.

On the other side, The Rapture is my lastest discovery So I'm thrilled for their coming and they might not comeback and play.

What shall I do?